ive been trying to think of someplace safe where not too many people i know would read this,but still have it public.now i am aware of how highly contradicting that statemnt is,but whatever im not writing to be judged im writing to express

express the joy that has required hard steady work and patience this last year of my life.i toughed it out and i prevailed,what a wonderful turn of events.

i told him id wait forever,forever for his forgiveness.for his embrace his sweet kiss across my lips and an eternity waiting for his love.
i thought id wait forever in that dark loneliness waiting for a wound to close that could not heal with any medicine,except for that which left the wound

i didnt wait forever,i didnt wait long at all,although im waiting again.but for different reasons.im wainting now for the carnival to be done so we can get OUR apartment and rebuild what we had,have actually.he was mad yes,but his eyes tell me he never stop loving me,his love made hate easy but that rage is gone,

all thats left is us

<3

Mandolin